Today I was in a little bit of a nostalgic mood, a reflective mood.

I have had something happen with someone close to me recently and it doesn’t feel good, it actually ripped some bandaids  open from a similar situation many years ago. I’m frustrated that I’m here again and I don’t want a replay of a horrible ending.

I began reflecting on some people that I have lost along the way, all the unfinished conversations… All the unspoken topics that still sit there… Just there in never-never land without a resolution. 

Regret crept in…. I found myself wishing I could go back in time to change some things from the previous situation. Things I know now that I didn’t know before. Things that make sense now that I couldn’t see before.

Time doesn’t wait for you to me to grow up, there is no pause buttons. Things can’t be rewound and fixed once they are distorted. We are living in the here and now and sometimes we stuff up when we are on the spot.

Today I ended up making peace and accepting that I did the best with what I knew at the time. 

In my current situation… I gave myself forgiveness today. I did my best and I am doing my best. 

I found another quote that helped ease the load… I am making things harder than they have to be. I am. It’s not the end of the world… Things will eventually sort themselves out.

Time…. It waits for no-one. It heals everything.

Until next time… Make it a great day. 

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